Saturday, August 12, 2006
you're so full of responsibilities, you've forgotten me. responsibilities, responsibilities, and more responsibilities. i really wish i could share some with you, like walk you to tuition or something, but i dont even get a chance. really, i can do nothing but slack at home, waiting for you to call or msg. but you dont, cause you're too busy. you're giving me hell lot of problems. the main problem is, you're not letting me share your burden, and i dont like that one bit. you're all big shots right now, with alot of things to take care of. i'm just somebody you'll turn to when you find that everyone else has left. one day when i get sick of this, i'll just leave, and i wonder whether you'll notice. maybe you wouldnt, just maybe. im listening to our song right now, and the pain im going through right now- oh, you wouldnt understand. you never did. maybe last year, but this year when you're a big leader, you've lost your traits. i was happy for you when i heard about that, but things started to change. to be selfish, i wish you were always by my side. but right now, all i can do is to hope for the chance to be beside you when you're busy, cause i really want to. all i can go now is to love you. loving you is painful, but it's something i cant get out of.
i wish, you could come back home.
It's a beautiful disguise.